haix.. why's T stuck in my head...

hMm.. after i found out that T also stays at the same place as the location of the cmm bbq tonight.. i cant stop thinking about her.. some girls just have outer beauty.. others have inner beauty.. T... i feel.. she has both.. something attracts me from within her.. and not just her herself.. perhaps it's that air of mystique around her that maketh me more puzzled and feeds that growing desire in me to know more about her and to know her.. yet she seems not to realise the effect she has on me.. but.. who would.. i dont see her that often.. except in my mind and in my dreams.. when i do see her.. we dont talk much.. but.. it's totally beyond my reach..