hMm.. quite some time since i posted.. well, a few days actually. these few days have been quite fun and time seems to be going by very fast. but that happens when you are enjoying the moment/s. one hour with J2 is always faster than half an hour in D.D's lecture. struggled not to sleep today. i failed. for a few minutes or so. cant help it what. so early in the morning, though my heart was already awake cause i met J2 for breakfast, my mind was still sleeping. and recovering from the shock "hallucination" i had last night. imagine being in your own room, at 2am in the morning and somebody calls your name. i have no idea if it was on purpose or just pure imagination. only time will tell i guess.
i can still savour that magical experience at Changi Airport on Sunday with J2. we walked, held hands and talked and laughed and probably brightened up each other's day. definitely an experience hard to forget.
just dont know why most peole think they have low self-esteem. i mean. well, no doubt it is up to you to "grow" your own self-esteem but why let it affect your life? you have the choice. it's Your life not your parents neither is it your friends.
i'm thinking maybe i'll make this blog public when i hit my first month of my relationship. would be easier trying to keep tabs on who has linked to me and who reads my blog.
