when i look back upon my life, i feel ashamed. and hurt.
cause the hurt i cause others i keep it in me. to remind me. to protect me.
cause the wrongs i've done is unpleasing to one's eye.
cause there are so many opportunities that I've not grasped to be there for a friend.
cause the chances that i've missed are gone and can not be retrieved.
cause i tried i to let friendship run faster than time.
which is against the law and rule of time.
"there is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven;
a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,
a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
a time to scatter stones and a time to build,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,
a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace. "
Ecclesiastes 3:1 - 8.
