Sad
That I can't be with you this week
That we can unwind together
Not fully but at least you have
Lesser burdens now.
Away
From you, I feel
Lonely and a piece of me
Missing.
Accustomed
I have grown
To lying beside you
To sleep
To your arms
That cuddle
And warmth
To rest
Distance makes the heart grow fonder
This is true.
Soon we'll be reunited. :)
In four more days, it'll be half a year that we've been together. Since that night that you said yes, and we both floated on cloud nine, we've come quite a bit.
We've had a few challenges where the future for the both of us seem bleak, we had fun moments where time flew by so quickly. We just evolve with each other.
I'm still fresh in event management, so there're still stuff to learn to help you in your company. This busy period has been quite challenging for the both of us. We only get to spend no more than a hour physically together despite being less than five minutes physically apart.
I can't clean up the house as much as I would like to. I try my best to lessen your load but sometimes, I get tired. I think we've quite stabilized our routines in a way. Though sometimes I still get hurt when you push me away, or ignore me, or don't listen to me. There are times where I don't feel reassured or treasured.
Then, there are times where I watch you lie in bed, sound asleep. That you feel comfortable and safe to sleep, gives me satisfaction. To see you lean against my shoulder and fall asleep is a memory I keep. There are the simple moments where you stretch out for my hand, or when you hug my arm tightly, that make me feel belonged.
That despite all our challenges, we stuck by each other.
And that though I don't say I love you that often, I show it to you through my actions.