Friday, August 23, 2013

I screwed up

That feeling when your heart gets stabbed.

And you pray for time to stop but it speeds up instead.

When by your own selfish actions, you cause frustration and anguish to another. Especially someone you love.

When the future seems bleak
When tears stream down your cheek
When reality is shoved in your face
When your vision gets clouded like a haze
One can only go on knees and grovel.

No doubt just regret
No hesitation just acceptance
Bearing the onus
That thunders from above
Feet trying to balance on shaky ground.

When you just want to fade off the face of this earth.

Or turn back the clock three hours.