Saturday, October 08, 2005

random.. rnaodm..modnar

quite some time since i blogged..

quite an interesting experience e last few days..
working.. e stress and stuff.. the air conditions and the lack of windows.. can be depressing at times.. thank God for music. well, i listen to several english songs and tamil music at work. basically cause it's the only music that can be found on my workplace's network drives. tamil music can be rather nice to listen to. groovy. :)

in a sense u decide somewhere in da back of ur mind wad's appropriate for the given situation tat kinda thing

it's coming to two months. fast yet slow. time always seems to be speeding by when one is enjoying oneself but crawling when it bores us.

because i'm your best sister in the whole wide world and because...

i've had a happy secondary school life. there were people i was close with and am close no more. mainly cause of the lack of time spent together and the age gap of a year.

i miss being with her. back when i was single and relationships had no sepcial meaning to me, back when relationships and friendships were the same to me.

it's good to have lots of friends. but too many close friends and backstabbing knocks on your door. too little close friends and loneliness beckons. the right balance one has to discover.

there comes a point in life, in the process of growing up
that one realizes the method that our parents used to bring us up is wrong
that she used the wrong teaching method
that he wasn't loving enough
and then one wonders.
is one qualified to criticise the people that borne us?
they formed us in an act of passion
they suffered for us
she physically for nine months
he financially for umpteen months