Friday, May 12, 2006

So.

So. I'm blogging again and this post would definitely be full of nonsensy crap so if you dont have time to spare, dont read on. just scroll down to the next post. or leave, is ya wish.

I've been kind of geeky these few days, aside from thinking about her and of course enjoying the company of two gorgeous ladies. heh. ok, not ladies. Classifying them as ladies aint quite right. To me, ladies are females aged 21 and above. Ai yah! Babes la. Basically, these two babes from my course and since they're in most of my classes, there's loads of opportunities to meet. Add the fact that me and both of them are in the same project group for one subject and woah, somebody give me a knockout. heh. And hehee strangely they're knowing i'm full of crap. I mean all it took was a day or two. Powerful crap! =)

I have no idea why.. but.. this year.. or rather year two of temasek polytechnic, diploma in communications and media management, I'm starting to talk a lot. And i mean, really really really a lot. It's like when 100% more than last year. Of course, there're still people I can't simply understand like Pearlyn. <--- Cause she's just a damn unique girl---> And I thought I was complex. heh. We all heard of the inferiority complex, I wonder if there's such a thingy as a complex complex.

Anyway, I went for work training the other day. It was a, hmm lemme see Monday. yea. Monday. 8th may. Arrived there a little late, no thanks to the lemons, but thankfully they allowed me in. I made a few friends though. Two to be exact. And guys! Those who know me well, or rather, those who know me since primary or secondary school would know that the chances of me making friends with a male are practically none. I'm usually the kind that goes for the opposite gender. Usually.

They're two University students. NUS to be exact. One doing degree in chemical engineering and the other in law. And here's where it gets slightly interesting. You know those stuff about how guys suck at first conversations cause we all make idle talk whereas girls have it easier, they'll be talking a lot and somehow nseem not to run out of topics to talk about?

It's true. What we made was just aimless idle chatter. Which does make me wonder what do gays think about.

I was bored a few nights ago therefore I went to search gay Singaporean blogs. Now, I wanna state that I'm not for or against gays. I'm the sit-on-the-fence kindof guy. and I'm sure we all heard of the Colin and Kero site and probably fewer would have heard of Chris and Nicky but it was kindof a shock that Nicky's my friend. Well, I know him since Primary school but we weren't close. Sure, I knew he was gay. Okay, technically, I heard rumours during upper secondary that he was gay, but that time, me still young, gay or not he's still my friend. I didnt get the opportunity to confirm any of those rumours so it was a really huge shock to see his gay blog.

And ya know, one of da babe mentioned in the second para of dis post, she ware a les once. yea, i aint no joke no no, she was actually with a girl for one and a half years. Yup, you read that correctly a GGR. And it definitely aroused my interest cause I havent met any les so far in life. Gays, I've met or rather saw. When I was year 1, I saw this two guys hugging each other at the entrance to one of the canteens. one was hugging the other from the back.

Anyway, i've been thinking cause one of da babe mentioned in the second para, the straight one, she's still grieving over her ex, and it struck me. That everybody we meet in life, whether big or small, all play a role and exert some influence on us. So I started thinking about my ex, and I remember being influenced by her jargon, her laAs and other stuff. So, to end on a lighter note, if you think you're insignificant in life, nobody cares about you, if you think you play no purpose in anybody else's life, think again. Cause somewhere, somehow, someone has been influenced by you and is thinking about you. Be resilent!