Ah. The starting of school. It's gonna be fun this academic year. Why? Because I'm learning AudioPro and MultiCam. This year will tell me if I should enter the TV side or the Radio side. Or Neither. I checked out Degree Prices. There is one I'm quite interesting in, namely, Sim University, offering a Bachelor's Degree in English with Sociology. Kind of cool, two degrees. But. of course the cost. 22k for a Basic and 29k for an Honours degree. Another University that interests me is Monash University, offering Bachelor of Arts (Journalism) and Bachelor of Arts (Communication). Monash offers them at 22.5k, which is around the same price. oh well, hope I can get a scholarship or sponsorship.. but.. hehe. after army la. then see how.
So ya dont like me eh.. I guess in a way, it's kindof good.. since.. well.. you deserve someone better. And. I'm sorry for the confusion, trouble and burden I've caused you ever since we met. I'm sorry.
The heart is like a hotel, love like the aircon. You don't need to step into the hotel to feel the aircon; dont need to be in the heart to feel the love. Yet, just like a hotel has public areas (Lobby) and locked rooms, so does love that anybody and everybody can obtain and love that're meant for certain people in particular. Each locked room has a name embedded on its door. Inside the room, exclusive love for that person. Love either swells inside or gets stagnant and diminishes depending on how long before the door is opened.
We tend to push things till later, saying we're young now and we shouldn't go into a relationship cause we don't know what love is. But is that really so??
It's true that our preferences change through the tide and turn of time as we get deeper; we no longer have such a strong emphasis on the looks that are skin-deep but tend to look inward for the character and the heart. Yet, isn't it the same?
What maketh us think that love that we experience in primary school, [we called a crush] is different from the love in secondary school [we called like] to the love we will fall into in the later stages of life [we admit it's love]?? Love will always be love, its symptoms will always be the same. Nervousness, sweaty palms, the quickening of the heart, the slight blush on the cheeks, the endless chatter.
Love is the same yesterday, today and tomorrow. It could be the his calm and soothing voice that charms you yesterday or his romantic notions and ideas that impress you today or his gentleness with you tomorrow. It could be her lovely laughter yesterday or the look she has when she chats with you today or the feel of her head on your shoulder tomorrow. Love is still love.
The greatest love is not in the act of holding hands or the surprise bouquet but the simple things done everyday like offering your seat to those who need it more or pressing the lift for people. To do it without a slightest hint of hesitation, to do it without thinking if it'll make you miss the bus or have a huge impact on your day's schedule, that's the best love anyone can give. that everybody should give.
