Sunday, April 02, 2006

My gosh!

Sigh. How complicated love is.

I'm a fickle man who aint loyal to one [erson.
But i am no controller of my heart.
love humbles all
It exposes our flaws

Now i know why i was such a loner last time
cause i didn't like being scrutinised and criticised
by misunderstanding people
comprimised by misconceptions

oh love why did ye awaken? what aroused thee?
that ye troubleth me so much

suddenly the family brings me down
to my knees
and my shell breaks
the bombardment of questions
no longer can i maintain my cool

should i bury back into my shell
into that safe refuge
for once darkness seems so bright
fatigue takes over me

saying 'no' aint the truth
saying yes ain't, either.

love can be such a burden.

sigh.