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hMm.. went 'out' with J ytd.. hMm.. she said i'm not T's type.. and.. that night.. actually last night i laid on my bed and pondered a mystery of life. compatibility of people. it is a tough topic. after all it aint like Mac OS and Windows OS where the differences are distinct. love cant be differentiated by height. nor weight. character and time are two main characters.
sometimes, one has so much affection for the people around oneself that one forgets the feeling of being loved. affction for D admiration for T. and J... i dont know about J.. the cool and calmness when she takes my hand is astoundingly puzzling. i know her heart is with another. in fact. the people i admire and affectionate all have other people in their heart. but sometimes one cannot follow the heart can one? especially if the heart and the mind does not get along well. especially when a war rages in the heart. in the place of burning passion. all consuming fire.