Tuesday, July 05, 2005

tdae.. aintttbad

tdae aint tt bad.. had my first test of my poly life.. it wasnt tt bad.,. shld be able to pass.. guess the more major one wld be the medsoc test.. madsock indeed..
met J after paper tdae. went with her to tm. met ST on the way. weird, i am learning some stuff from her. well, more about gangs and slitting wrists and vulgarities. she is made of amazing stuff. using not-so-good ang moh and chinese and hokkien, her speech can be very punctuated with expletives. of course, naturally i do hope to be a good influence on her. but she does seem to like being depressed. definitely weird. but not beyond hope. :)
worry for her but cant nag at her
think about her but can't say it out loud
love her but not as a lover
pray for her that i will and that i must!