oh my heart how still they lie to me

oh how still thee lie
silent yet aloud
no sign of fear
no sign of trouble
no sign of dishonest act
yet thy lie.

i thought i got over
lied to myself
no
my heart lied to me
saying she was but a memory

but she survives!

the winds howl
the waves crash
the boats swirl uncontrollably
and the crew scream in horror
like un-men, they shriek at the top of their voices
like men they die
in fear
in cowardice

as all

with all

like all

I cant forget you.